My family members have already left with two (my mum and my sis). Yet things are still not as the green pasture that the Lord has promised. Argument is still unavoidable, things done were never pleasing to each other. We love each other alot, yet we cant tolerate each other little habits that seems very wrong in the one's sight. Not sure if this is really the issue of our mother or we are simply too tired of her. Now I really understand why my dad said must look after mum properly and not matter what do look after her. I think he really knows that my mum is really handicap without him. To many, my dad is really not a good husband and dad. But to me, he is really good. He loves me and provides me. Not only good to me, to my mum, dad had also took alot of responsibility in looking after the family but that is always not enough in our sights.
Firstly, I understand it is not easy to live as a couple together in an extended family. My dad's father and mother were an issue to their rocky relationship. I believe that they been through alot during those days eg 1)mum ran away from home due to grandfather, 2)un-reasonable uncle and auntie came accusing my mum and dad of things (I dont really remember) and that uncle even hit my dad for that.
Secondly, after going through the renovation works that my sis was preparing for the new house shifting. It was really not easy. The budget really needs to be planned well.Alot of minors stuffs need to be planned by phases. I start to wonder the things my dad had to go through, when he choose not to involved my mum. To my mum, my dad has never involved her which was not taking your wife seriously. But now, I also see at another angle too. He really plan ahead properly and everything we need were provided. He loves my mum that he don't want her to get too worry on that.
Thirdly, I also understand the need to start a family or the important to live on your own when you turns old. Because one day, we will have things we can't tolerate each other on and i believe living apart is really good and that is when you will start to appreciate your family members being around.
Heavenly Father,
Pray that we will get closer because of what you taught. Stop us from taking out the weighing balance to put all our expectations on one side of the balance and expect that the other side will be completed by the person whom we put our expectations on, so that it will be balance. Let us truly understand that no one is perfect and we can never be perfect without you.
Pray also that the house reno will be in Lord's great and mighty hand and we will shift into the house that you have provided through the many prayers of our friends and ourselves. In Jesus Name I pray Amen.
Wednesday, August 15, 2012
My big 30!!!
Months had passed... Have things change? Getting into 30s... what big things have I done... let me think... and let began from the most previous months...
1. My first Broadway Music (8 Apr 2012)... The Wicked! Glad I went... :)
2. My first acrylic drawing (29 Apr 2012)... A nice drawing class in Arteastiq http://www.arteastiq.com/
3. My first concert in Hong Kong (09 May and 13 May 2012)... my favorite group... MAYDAY!!!
4. My first time playing kite (03 June 2012)... at Marina Barrage with Raquel, Jarius, SZ and Sherm
5. Saw a dance school performance (16 June 2012)
4. Attended my first hot yoga class (4 Aug 2012)
Tuesday, August 14, 2012
给我的母亲和我的家人
一个人默默根耘和爱护, 但是换回来得只是我们的不谅解, 也不懂得爱护她。她的唠叨总会换回来我们的不开心。 我很烦, 我真得很烦。 不懂要如何帮忙。 是我太坏了, 不会长大,只希望得到永远得呵护。
我的家人为何不可以和平供处。到底是那里出了问题。 我能做什麽。很不开心。希望大家能为对方想多一点。
Tuesday, July 3, 2012
Wednesday, April 18, 2012
New song... 黃小琥 該放手了
黃小琥
該放手了
作詞:徐世珍、吳輝福
作曲:伍家輝
那一段愛情 像一道門坎 藏在心中一直遺憾
後來再戀愛 難免像鐘擺 比較著從前 和現在
忘了時間會竄改 回憶著各種片段
要不要勇敢回頭 看一看
該放手了 那一些傷痕早就變淡
該承認了 過不去也還是過到現在
那一個人 並沒有枯守在上個轉彎
等待著誰的舊愛再復燃
該放手了 有一些事不需要答案
該承認了 找不到當年的那份簡單
這才明白 原來是自己早已經更改
執著著愛過恨過只不過 閒不下來
那一段愛情 像一道門坎 藏在心中一直遺憾
手裡的溫暖 明明很溫暖 擔心不瘋狂 不算愛
轉載來自 ※Mojim.com 魔鏡歌詞網
忘了失去的最美 美到什麼也隱瞞
要不要誠實回頭看一看
該放手了 那一些傷痕早就變淡
該承認了 過不去也還是過到現在
那一個人 並沒有枯守在上個轉彎
等待著誰的舊愛再復燃
該放手了 有一些事不需要答案
該承認了 找不到當年的那份簡單
這才明白 原來是自己早已經更改
執著著愛過恨過只不過 閒不下來
這才明白 原來是自己早已經更改
惦記著愛過恨過只不過 不甘平凡
該放手了
作詞:徐世珍、吳輝福
作曲:伍家輝
那一段愛情 像一道門坎 藏在心中一直遺憾
後來再戀愛 難免像鐘擺 比較著從前 和現在
忘了時間會竄改 回憶著各種片段
要不要勇敢回頭 看一看
該放手了 那一些傷痕早就變淡
該承認了 過不去也還是過到現在
那一個人 並沒有枯守在上個轉彎
等待著誰的舊愛再復燃
該放手了 有一些事不需要答案
該承認了 找不到當年的那份簡單
這才明白 原來是自己早已經更改
執著著愛過恨過只不過 閒不下來
那一段愛情 像一道門坎 藏在心中一直遺憾
手裡的溫暖 明明很溫暖 擔心不瘋狂 不算愛
轉載來自 ※Mojim.com 魔鏡歌詞網
忘了失去的最美 美到什麼也隱瞞
要不要誠實回頭看一看
該放手了 那一些傷痕早就變淡
該承認了 過不去也還是過到現在
那一個人 並沒有枯守在上個轉彎
等待著誰的舊愛再復燃
該放手了 有一些事不需要答案
該承認了 找不到當年的那份簡單
這才明白 原來是自己早已經更改
執著著愛過恨過只不過 閒不下來
這才明白 原來是自己早已經更改
惦記著愛過恨過只不過 不甘平凡
Monday, November 7, 2011
Friday, April 8, 2011
Mix feelings of the company
Coming next month, I will be in this company for 2yrs and 7months... see alot and hear alot... life had became more difficult...
A rise of a person will mean a fall of another... I saw how two persons who are bubby bubby at work, have break apart because of work... each individual is so glad to gain recognization and forgot that the someone who fall was the one who bought him in... well, I could only said this is life and life goes on due to the fact of humans' selfishness and arrogant... just like in the animal kingdom, the fiercest would survive and live luxiously but think of the sad part too... it will be alone fighting in this world...
Addition to that, one who is hard working will never gain recognization... no matter how hard one work... some bosses just can just be picking on small things... unless you gain his favouritsum... you will be like by him...
Too much to say about my work place... sometimes I just wonder if the field I am in... really creating things efficiently or wasting things... too many things to coordinate... too many resources and efforts put in... but the end result is not always what we want or see...
A rise of a person will mean a fall of another... I saw how two persons who are bubby bubby at work, have break apart because of work... each individual is so glad to gain recognization and forgot that the someone who fall was the one who bought him in... well, I could only said this is life and life goes on due to the fact of humans' selfishness and arrogant... just like in the animal kingdom, the fiercest would survive and live luxiously but think of the sad part too... it will be alone fighting in this world...
Addition to that, one who is hard working will never gain recognization... no matter how hard one work... some bosses just can just be picking on small things... unless you gain his favouritsum... you will be like by him...
Too much to say about my work place... sometimes I just wonder if the field I am in... really creating things efficiently or wasting things... too many things to coordinate... too many resources and efforts put in... but the end result is not always what we want or see...
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
Wo Shi Shei - Magic Power / 我是誰 / Who Am I
Recently, I heard this song and got hooked up. It is a question that I had been asking... who am I??? This song beside asking who am I... it helps to boost up confidence.
I reallly need that.... I havent been myself for the past few months since the start of 2011... alot of things happened in the month of Mar.... Japan worst earthquake... going to magnitube of 9 and to make thing worst... their nuclear plants had failed and caused radiation leakage to the areas affected... beside that, their people are running short of food supply and electricity... I wonder if the world is ending soon... no one knows but only He who creates the world... can I get an answer? I doubt so... I will know when He arrives... I need to remain faithful in everything I do... keep up my hard work...
I reallly need that.... I havent been myself for the past few months since the start of 2011... alot of things happened in the month of Mar.... Japan worst earthquake... going to magnitube of 9 and to make thing worst... their nuclear plants had failed and caused radiation leakage to the areas affected... beside that, their people are running short of food supply and electricity... I wonder if the world is ending soon... no one knows but only He who creates the world... can I get an answer? I doubt so... I will know when He arrives... I need to remain faithful in everything I do... keep up my hard work...
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