Sadness fills my heart

Sadness fills my heart and now i wish i am the only one living with my parents and looking after them. What the point of being at home when everyone is filled with hatred, anger and whatever... etc. Having my dad sick at home is really bad. Need to clear all the business on hand for the past months. Now still have alot of accounts that needs to be cleared before we can close his company. Now thinking to sell the house to free the cash flow in the family. But things are just not happening the way we want. There seems to be a need to hasten the selling of the flat because of the family argument has arise none stop. No one knows how to help or what can be done. I wanted to look for a consular and everyone think it will not help. I really dont know what i can do. Am i suppose to send both of them out? And just ask them to pay whatever amt for the fees of mum and dad. Should I? Am I capable to do handle later part? The issues will keep on continue coz no one think he or she is at fault. I wanted to help. Now by paying the washing machine to allow everyone to use it. What else more do I need to bear? Bear the emotions of everyone? I hope I can. Lord, if it is the training ground you want be to go through. Please see me through. When everyone told me that he or she has a life to live, so do I (I really hope to answer that way). I may appear as nobody or dont care about anything. Because I know things that need to happen will happen and things that need to come into my life i will have to take it. I cant hide and I cant run. Can someone tell me what i should do.... Help help help.... i am dying. And everyone of my family member are also dying. No one is thinking right. Anger has caused them to close their hearts and not willing to accept anyone. Also not trusting anyone.