2011 Feelings

This week finally removed a heavy load off my heart at work. Hope no follow up need to require.

I have been thinking about will this yr be a brand good new year. Last yr was not smoothed sailing... job instability. Also looking ahead... I wondered when I would find my another half!!! Looking at Airu for her liking towards a guy for years n finally decided to let him know. I hope an outcome will bring her to her next stage of life. Looking at myself. Love life is so empty. Things come n go. I think i can be a good friend of a guy but never to the stage of gf. Another thing is if a guy likes you, how should I react? Esp. this guy is a friend of your friend's husband. Matchmaking?!? I really dont know. Pretty sure that our stage will not go beyond friends. How then should I react if he ask me out? Should I go or not? I really hope to tell him that i dont mind to be friend him but yet i dont want to give him the impression that he has chance. It is so horribly wrong. I dont like this feeling to be happened to me if someone i like, just try to be nice to go out with me. Would man think the same as woman? Please give me some direction. I wanted to ask my good friend n her husband for opinion but tot it was not right. How!!! Please show me!!!