Monday, November 7, 2011
Friday, April 8, 2011
Mix feelings of the company
Coming next month, I will be in this company for 2yrs and 7months... see alot and hear alot... life had became more difficult...
A rise of a person will mean a fall of another... I saw how two persons who are bubby bubby at work, have break apart because of work... each individual is so glad to gain recognization and forgot that the someone who fall was the one who bought him in... well, I could only said this is life and life goes on due to the fact of humans' selfishness and arrogant... just like in the animal kingdom, the fiercest would survive and live luxiously but think of the sad part too... it will be alone fighting in this world...
Addition to that, one who is hard working will never gain recognization... no matter how hard one work... some bosses just can just be picking on small things... unless you gain his favouritsum... you will be like by him...
Too much to say about my work place... sometimes I just wonder if the field I am in... really creating things efficiently or wasting things... too many things to coordinate... too many resources and efforts put in... but the end result is not always what we want or see...
A rise of a person will mean a fall of another... I saw how two persons who are bubby bubby at work, have break apart because of work... each individual is so glad to gain recognization and forgot that the someone who fall was the one who bought him in... well, I could only said this is life and life goes on due to the fact of humans' selfishness and arrogant... just like in the animal kingdom, the fiercest would survive and live luxiously but think of the sad part too... it will be alone fighting in this world...
Addition to that, one who is hard working will never gain recognization... no matter how hard one work... some bosses just can just be picking on small things... unless you gain his favouritsum... you will be like by him...
Too much to say about my work place... sometimes I just wonder if the field I am in... really creating things efficiently or wasting things... too many things to coordinate... too many resources and efforts put in... but the end result is not always what we want or see...
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
Wo Shi Shei - Magic Power / 我是誰 / Who Am I
Recently, I heard this song and got hooked up. It is a question that I had been asking... who am I??? This song beside asking who am I... it helps to boost up confidence.
I reallly need that.... I havent been myself for the past few months since the start of 2011... alot of things happened in the month of Mar.... Japan worst earthquake... going to magnitube of 9 and to make thing worst... their nuclear plants had failed and caused radiation leakage to the areas affected... beside that, their people are running short of food supply and electricity... I wonder if the world is ending soon... no one knows but only He who creates the world... can I get an answer? I doubt so... I will know when He arrives... I need to remain faithful in everything I do... keep up my hard work...
I reallly need that.... I havent been myself for the past few months since the start of 2011... alot of things happened in the month of Mar.... Japan worst earthquake... going to magnitube of 9 and to make thing worst... their nuclear plants had failed and caused radiation leakage to the areas affected... beside that, their people are running short of food supply and electricity... I wonder if the world is ending soon... no one knows but only He who creates the world... can I get an answer? I doubt so... I will know when He arrives... I need to remain faithful in everything I do... keep up my hard work...
Friday, March 4, 2011
Sunday, February 13, 2011
2011 Feelings
This week finally removed a heavy load off my heart at work. Hope no follow up need to require.
I have been thinking about will this yr be a brand good new year. Last yr was not smoothed sailing... job instability. Also looking ahead... I wondered when I would find my another half!!! Looking at Airu for her liking towards a guy for years n finally decided to let him know. I hope an outcome will bring her to her next stage of life. Looking at myself. Love life is so empty. Things come n go. I think i can be a good friend of a guy but never to the stage of gf. Another thing is if a guy likes you, how should I react? Esp. this guy is a friend of your friend's husband. Matchmaking?!? I really dont know. Pretty sure that our stage will not go beyond friends. How then should I react if he ask me out? Should I go or not? I really hope to tell him that i dont mind to be friend him but yet i dont want to give him the impression that he has chance. It is so horribly wrong. I dont like this feeling to be happened to me if someone i like, just try to be nice to go out with me. Would man think the same as woman? Please give me some direction. I wanted to ask my good friend n her husband for opinion but tot it was not right. How!!! Please show me!!!
I have been thinking about will this yr be a brand good new year. Last yr was not smoothed sailing... job instability. Also looking ahead... I wondered when I would find my another half!!! Looking at Airu for her liking towards a guy for years n finally decided to let him know. I hope an outcome will bring her to her next stage of life. Looking at myself. Love life is so empty. Things come n go. I think i can be a good friend of a guy but never to the stage of gf. Another thing is if a guy likes you, how should I react? Esp. this guy is a friend of your friend's husband. Matchmaking?!? I really dont know. Pretty sure that our stage will not go beyond friends. How then should I react if he ask me out? Should I go or not? I really hope to tell him that i dont mind to be friend him but yet i dont want to give him the impression that he has chance. It is so horribly wrong. I dont like this feeling to be happened to me if someone i like, just try to be nice to go out with me. Would man think the same as woman? Please give me some direction. I wanted to ask my good friend n her husband for opinion but tot it was not right. How!!! Please show me!!!
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