Yes Man

Well, alot of things happened these few weeks; ups and downs, expected and unexpected events. Went for movie tonight with my friz although it supposed to be a family ktv seesion. "Yes man" i didnt expect it to be more than just a comedy. It comes with the tots about saying yes to all things. It was almost at the end after the car accident that jim carrey's character came to realise... saying yes to all things at the first place was due to his promise... but yes at the later part movie was truely he feels from his heart. It also remind me of saying yes to someone impt, but i am letting go of how He can change me. Life is like a process, if only u take up the challenge, then you will know how things turn out. I hope i will be as crazy as the character to take up anything, having the tots to say yes, I can do it. It sounds like positive thinking. But it is more than this. To me, it is really be open to anything and see how things can change in life. Be it wat happen, it is wat u think that counts. I really recommend this movie to all.

Christmas has ended pretty fast, next new year is coming up. Had a great dinner both with my family and friz. Gotten alot of gifts from my family and friz. Really thanks alot. Hope you guys have enjoyed this period too.

Keep having this song in mind...

Moody

Why have life can so much? Have I change or ppl ard me have changed? I think is both. I think for me, i become more n more reserve. My walls of protection is getting thicker than i can image. I dont like to speak to ppl. Although i know it is not right, i am not doing anything about it. My attitude towards family have also changed. Am I suffering from sydnome of XXX. I felt funny in every places; be it in a gathering of friz, work place or in public. Is something wrong with me? I cant get this question out of my mind. N it is killing me badly. Who can help me? Myself?