My feeling today...

As I saw the big blue sky in front of me today, I realised I havent been relaxing my brain for the past few months. Having alot of dreams and didnt have good rest in my sleep. Feeling pretty tired sometime. I think i need a break to go to the nature or even to the beach. I will plan for one soon. Well, why havent I been relaxing myself. I think I mind too much how a person think or look at me or even how I speak. Many at times, I choose not to speak because I am afraid I might speak wrongly. But I think of it today. I shouldnt behave this way. I should try to be myself and speak of wat I think and I feel. Friends if next time u see or meet me. Do remind me of this. Hee hee. I hope I will practice wat I said. If I did speak anything not nice, pls pardon me. :)
Btw, I went for a shopping trip with my mum today. Actually, my mum had wanted to go shopping with me since my return. Hope she enjoy the trip today coz I did enjoyed mine. Ha ha. Bought a dress.